Happier Days

Evening all :)

Well a heads up, Last nights sleeping tablet didn't make me hallucinate or feel sick, or leave me with a dry mouth. I slept like a log, and woke up feeling as fresh as a daisy.

 Although I haven't been very productive uni work wise, I'm just glad that I wasn't in a low mood. I've listened to alot of my favourite music, watched some tv, me and my fiance went and sat on the pier on his dinner break and looked out over the harbour on a lovely day... and I treat myself to some little cheap bits and bobs, some new nail varnish, some lipstick, some new flowers to freshen up by viewing pleasure of the flat blah blah.

 Even though I'm not the most girliest of girls, the older Ive got I've started to appreciate and take the time time to feel good, for me, not for anyone else. This blog really isnt anything too interesting, just things I like and the few things I bought today, amongs some other things i've treated myself to in the past few weeks...   

First of all, a little picture of me, on a good day .... still loooking a little awkward though, If i recall, I was listening to BLONDIE!

So.....   as I said, this post is just pics of the little treats I've bought myself and some of the stuff I own that make me happy..

In the past you wouldnt have thought it by looking at me, but certain shades of pink are now actually one of my favourite colours.. As you can see this image proves it..my new pink lipstick and new pink nail varnish lay across my pink fleeced blanket with a bracelet I made myself with pink and green beads with the boyfriends name on it. This is one of my most prized possesions. It's nothing big, but I made it myself and its really sentimental to me because of the colours and Ryans name .. 'RY' My colour range is usually black, so it's always nice to throw in a little something girly - this makes me feel girly, yet giving off that 'I can look after my self 'rocky'' look. A little feminism is always good.

The charm that I  had on my bracelet (above), I love daisies and was sad when it fell of my bracelet which i'd 'securely' attached between the 'R' and 'Y' but I now keep it in a special place. Saying that, if I lose it I could always replace this 10p  charm :) I've always loved daisies, they never fail to put a smile on my face.. I think of the old times in school when i would just lie in the grass at break times picking off the petals or making reeeaaalllly long diasy chains. My next tattoo - well I think it may have to be a daisy.

There's two things I like about this image. The first thing .. I love comics and anything comic related. Im a bit a geek with my comics, animations and online games, so when I saw this little Wonder Woman campact mirror in a store, I had to buy it. It was getting to the point where I was beginning to get sick of breaking up my empty powder pots in order to have a compact mirror so jumped at the chance of buying this £2.00 beauty. Depserate to spend my last bit of money I had on me, there was no way I could afford an actual comic but this caught my eye, so had to get it (it was either this or a batman hankerchief I would have just put on my bookshelf). Now i'm going just going to have to be careful and not lose it.  

The second thing within the picture - the book in which my new mirror is lay on. I recently bought this notebooks as I have a stationary fetish, and everything about it screamed 'you must buy me mikela'. It's a gorgeous colour, the paper is nice and thick, decent enough for my 'special pens' and the design on it is lovely. I'm usually a bit reluctant to writing in new notebooks and journals for fear that what i'm writing is rubbish or making a mistake in which case i usually rip the pages out and then in turn nakes the book look worse by lacking lots of pages, however this time this book I've actually wrote in. I've got a list of things which make me happy, so that I can see it clearly when I'm feeling down and at least do some of them. I have a list of what makes my fiance happy - so that I can use that too, I have lyrics from favourite songs that have specific meaning to me and my life, and doodles that I draw when i'm in the mood. It's actually proving to be a really useful thing in my life right now.

Of course there's many other things that make me happy and little things that have value to me.. and eventually, as I keep blogging you'll get to see some of the things in my life that are important to me...  even if you're not interested. 

Big loves to all until my next post. x